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ToRn’s takes on life and happenings.

Humans: Some are good, some just suck.

Zion National Park

Good: Last night I received a call from a girl who was looking for Sakura, she told me she and her boyfriend were bored and it was so nice out they thought why not go look for a black cat in the pitch black? They was aware of the reward, but never once asked “how much”.

I answered her questions on what Sakura looked like in more detail and thanked them. Around 10:30 pm she called back and said they may have found her but didn’t want to get too close where it would scare the cat off. They was 3 blocks away so I ran over there and verified it wasn’t Sakura. So we talked for a few minutes and I gave more insight of Sakura and this girl was actully sad for us. So I thanked them and left and thought to myself, that if anyone is going to get a reward from Sakura, I was hoping it would be her.

Suck: While standing from the upstairs balcony for Sakura I saw a kid run up the street and into a house across the street, I than walked to the back room to look for Sakura and found a big dog in our yard which I recognized as from across the street so I put 2 + 2 and got “lost dog” so We took the dog back home and when we got the owner and explained to him what and where we got “oh… yeah ok”

This dog was very freindly and of course had no tags, I have been majorly stressing Sakura and I had the thought of “Karma” when we was taking the dog back, and to find someone who didnt give a rats ass when I am on the verge of tears just pissed me off.

But back to Karma… Sakura did come home about an hour right after I took that dog home…

Sakura came Home!

Sakura

AND I’M GOING TO FUCKING KILL HER!

I really have been stressing all day long so bad Im on verge of a panic attack…. I need booze.

My heart is broken…

Sakura

Sakura got out and bolted and we can’t find her. We have been looking for 3+ hours and now its dark so we wait.

We have reward posters and pics posted all over the area and I reported it to the shelter. She has a tag and a microchip so if she’s picked up we will find her, but all I can think of is “what if” which is fucking killing me.

She has not been outside since she was a kitten, we never let them out of the house with out a leash, and she bolts? There are a million places she could within 100′ of the house be and we would never see her and she hardly meows at all and when she does she’s so quite your not sure even sure you heard her.

I can’t ever recall a time I was this heart broken and this livid all at once…

Happy Zombie day!

Toni KatVixen and I in Curacao 3

I hear today we celebrate some dead guy who came back to life and is looking for brains, or at least I would think he is looking for brains, but what the hell do I know, I don’t even believe in zombies.

It has been somewhat of a long week; Monday has already talked about so let’s go to Tuesday which was the day I got to drive to Vancouver, WA to the Jeep dealership that is 22 miles away compared to the 8 miles the other dealership I have been going to, it took just as long to get there and it was a better drive, so that surprised me, and over all it was a better experience than I have had with this company, but I would still rather not ever have to deal with them again.

They fixed the noise and the rattle in the speaker and did it in 90 minutes compared to the 3 hours I was told it would take so that is super cool, but they ignored the clicking sound we hear when we make sharp right turns even though that was one of the original complaints I had with it so I still get to deal with that issue when the next service appointment is made.

Wednesday we went to Vancouver, BC and over all had a really good drive up, hardly any traffic issues at all even in Seattle and the border crossing took just 20 minutes or so and if you didn’t know, you now get stopped by Americans before you get stopped by Canadians… yeah, makes no sense to me neither.

Diesel was still in the hospital, everyone is saying it’s not the cancer this time; it’s the meds for the cancer that caused his brain to swell, he had been in the hospital since Thursday and finally got home Thursday night, so yet another week of hospital crap and some more of his side effects have become more apparent, he has lost feeling in his left arm and other issues I will not go into, but he is alive and trying to get on with his life as best as he can.

We stayed at the hospital for 4 or so hours and he needed to get sleep so we went back to the hotel and got back just in time for room service which ends at 9:30pm? Food was ok, but at least we didn’t have to go out looking for it. Than we had some good friends come over around 1030 and they stayed to 230 and we had a really good time with them, just drank and laughed and watched the police department do a search of the park across the street.

Thursday we ate at the café we always eat at and had the same waitress who we have had before and who I remembered I didn’t care for, but didn’t remember why I didn’t like her which I was reminded of when after we finished eating I realized my ass was soaking wet and when I told her my chair was soaking wet she said “Yeah, someone spilled water” as if I was the dumbass cause I didn’t know someone spilled the water… If there wasn’t 5 cops in there eating I would have told her off, that really pissed me off, you think that is something she should have taken care of when it first happen or at the very least told us it was wet and I should switch to another chair?

Anyway we head home and had a 50 minute wait at the border and stopped in Everett, WA to have dinner with other friends and that was a great, but short time. They took us to a local Blues/Jazz bar that served Southern food and it was really good. The 4 of us ordered one of every appetizer as well as Fried Chicken and it was just a really good and fun meal and we left around 7pm and got home around 11pm.

Friday was my only day in the gym this week and we had to buy some office supplies since my mouse and mouse pad both died for good this week, and nothing else really comes to mind for Friday.

Saturday we finished off more of the front yard, we moved more rock yet again, moved more plants, planted more plants and laid more rock, went back to HD for more rock, and after spreading that rock we realized we are still 2-3 bags short which we will deal with this week. After that we just chilled and tried to work on stuff at the desk, but we were both pretty exhausted.

Today we slept to 10am which is very very late and watched “V for Vendetta” on TV (Ignore the fact that I have the DVD not 3’ away but I was too lazy and decided to deal with the commercials) and so far that is the extent of Sunday.

I have a “MUST DO” list staring at me in the face and yet, I am too tired to care, so I think today is the day I think of zombies and just chill out.

First Hike 2009

The Grand Canyon

And it wasn’t a good one to be honest.

Our first trail had some trash all over that we picked up, we had perfect sunny weather and incredible view of a water fall, but the trash sort of pissed us off so that ruined the moment and then it got really packed with people all at once, so we just left for another trail and same thing, too many people and screaming kids of all things so we just decided to take a drive to The Dalles since that seemed to be such a nice place my first time there at 11:30 PM when I first moved to the area that I must go back in the day time and see what an incredibly…. shithole that it is.

I mean really, they call a city “The Dalles” which is French for “Flowers” and it’s a shithole? I haven’t been this disappointed with what my expectations of a town was vs the harsh reality of what a town is since I first went to the wild west town of Truth or Consequences, New Mexico… look it up and you will understand what I mean when I went expecting “wild west” and got….

We stopped at McDs since it was that or a gas station so I could get some caffeine and decided to try their mochas…. wtf?

What The Fuck?

That had to be the worse drink I have ever had in my life, it tasted like 3 cheap synthetic chemicals blended, but you can still taste all 3. I had to brush my teeth when we got home it was that bad.

To add to the fun for some reason my passenger side door has a rattle that is constant as you drive, so I got to call the dealership that I HATE and asked where my part that was ordered 2.5 weeks ago was and I got “I don’t know, you will have to ask them” when “them” was “him” and “him” has been the only “them” I have dealt with for over a year.

So I explained that fact to him nicely… and then laughed at him and hung up.

So now I’m forced to deal with another division of their dealership which is 20 miles away, but managed to get a appoint tomorrow at 10:15 and should be done in 3 hours so the rattling will not kill me as we drive 6 hours to BC.

So no gym for me this week until Friday which bothers me, but at the same time my legs have been issues and tonight it’s my left hip… don’t ask, I don’t know.

We got some good video of the first trail and we got some sun and we got out of the house, but over all this was a poopy day with less than 4 miles of actual hiking and a rattling 3 hour drive with bad mocha.