Category Archives: Daily Thought

Last Few Weeks

We got our 1st covid shot yesterday. Other than a sore arm from shot, no issues.
A small stress has been relieved. Once we get the 2nd shot….that would be very nice

One other good thing, the current word press blog update sends out a notice which plugin is creating the issue, and crashing the site, so you aren’t wandering around trying to delete things hoping that it is the issue. And it gives you a link do to it in recovery mode.

So after almost 2yrs years it is back online. I did do a few posts from what I did on facebook the last few months….they have been post dated to when I originally wrote them.

Looks like some of my plugins no longer work, many are outdated and haven’t been updated in years. Didn’t dawn on me that I’ve had my blog that long.

Like one of them is no longer updating my tweets into a daily blog post. But it may be that is good thing. My blog just became a bunch of tweet blogs over the years…..so I found a plugin that works, that updates a side bar with my tweets/retweets.

It feels good to have it back up…..I miss my getting my thoughts out on my blog….it may be public, but it is like a diary of venting.

It has been a rough few weeks in general.

My work…..I just don’t know what I’m suppose to be doing in this transition. It got to the point that I emailed my district manager and asked him. Then I told him that was the information that the market install teams have been needing and that the lack of communication has been horrible on moral and we don’t feel appreciated.
I’m trying to pull myself out of installs. Because how am I going to learn my new position and be able to do it my new position if I can’t get out of my old position?

But then they don’t know what they are doing with me.

At first we were going to have me a partial department manager of millworks, then being a floating specialty manager. Then I was going to be a full time millworks supervisory. Then our exterior sales specialist talked my SASM and SM into having it where I’m doing 20hrs a week working with him, doing presale stuff. Then my SASM’s conference call talked about keeping an install coordinator position. Doing what I’m doing now, managing the specialists on making sure that things are ordered/pulled, arranging the deliveries of installs, keeping the install bays organized.

So right now, I have no idea what is going to happen to me.

To balance all the stress from work, as I run around freaking out. Both my SASM and my SM thanked me for what I do. My SASM stated that they wouldn’t be getting through it without me. That they depend on me.
So that felt good. Because I just feel like I can’t keep up and that I’m falling behind.

Weekend So Far

This weekend has been weird in that I’ve stayed in bed until 6-7….big sleep in for me.But I did get up about 0445 and ended up logging on to walgreens and there was appointments for the Covid shot!!

I was waiting for that……they are only doing 5 days out and I didn’t know when it reset for the next day.We have appointments!!!! I’m very pleased by that.

Our first shot is next Friday. They start at 1845 between the appointments for both of us. The 2nd shot is Friday May 7th at 1745

Right now I feel a big sense of relief on just getting the appointments, I know I’ll feel better once we at least get the 1st shot.

I’ve requested the day after the 2nd shot off as a sick day. What I’ve read if you get any side effects, it is after the 2nd. That it is when you may feel the antibodies at work, so may feel like the flu.

I have a lot going on in my head about my future at work and how it is going to effect us. Stressful to say the least.It is much harder on the decisions now than 20yrs ago, you really think about your benefits…..insurance, because we using it a hell lot more than we use to.

I think I’ll go for my walk and mull things over….don’t know if it will help, but it is worth a shot.

Marshaling Thoughts

I can not seem to marshall my thoughts like I use to. My postings have been more rambling then I would like.

It is frustrating. I do not know if I am writing with too much background noise. I always have been very good at ignoring it when I am focused, when I go deep into something, I totally tunnel vision….I do not see or hear anything around me. But I am wondering if it has been so long that I can not seem to get to that level.

I am also wondering if I am so tired and distracted with the things that I need to do, that it dissipates my emotions on the matter I wish to address.

I have always written more focused when I am really riled up. And before I thought about writing again, I would be getting riled up and my thoughts together when I was driving home…..which is why I was thinking of dictating to my notes on my iphone. When I get home after work, I would be forced to change my focus and get busy either showering, getting ready for the next day or trying to chill, that I am not able to get that focus back.

Then I was wondering today if it is because I get most of my thoughts out to my co-workers…..but then I use to write a lot when I was out and about.

Then when I have the perfect days to focus and have no distractions, I have to struggle with my thoughts. It is disappointing. =(

Maybe I should start writing on more mundane everyday things…..

I am hoping with these posts that I will finally get them out more clearly. It will take practice, time, and (I guess) patience.

Thoughts of the Day

“In Philadelphia, I inadvertently came upon an edition of Robert Ingersoll’s Essays and Lectures. This was an exciting discovery; his atheism confirmed my own belief that the horrific cruelty of the Old Testament was degrading to the human spirit.”
— Charlie Chaplain, My Autobiography (1964), cited in Who’s Who in Hell by Warren Allen Smith

“The thoughts of the gods are not more unchangeable than those of the men who interpret them. They advance—but they always lag behind the thoughts of men. . . . The Christian God was once a Jew. Now he is an anti-Semite.”
— Anatole France, letter to the Freethought Congress at Paris (1905), cited by Joseph McCabe, Biographical Dictionary of Modern Rationalists

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“Question with boldness even the existence of a God; because, if there be one, he must more approve of the homage of reason than that of blindfolded fear. . . . Do not be frightened from this inquiry by any fear of its consequences. If it ends in a belief that there is no God, you will find inducements to virtue in the comfort and pleasantness you feel in its exercise, and the love of others which it will procure you.”
— Thomas Jefferson’s letter to nephew Peter Carr, written from Paris, Aug. 10, 1787
“Free thought means fearless thought. It is not deterred by legal penalties, nor by spiritual consequences. Dissent from the Bible does not alarm the true investigator, who takes truth for authority not authority for truth. The thinker who is really free, is independent; he is under no dread; he yields to no menace; he is not dismayed by law, nor custom, nor pulpits, nor society—whose opinion appals so many. He who has the manly passion of free thought, has no fear of anything, save the fear of error.”
— George Jacob Holyoake, The Origin and Nature of Secularism, Ch. 3 (1896)

“Gullibility and credulity are considered undesirable qualities in every department of human life—except religion . . . Why are we praised by godly men for surrendering our ‘godly gift’ of reason when we cross their mental thresholds? . . . Atheism strikes me as morally superior, as well as intellectually superior, to religion. Since it is obviously inconceivable that all religions can be right, the most reasonable conclusion is that they are all wrong.”
— Christopher Hitchens, “The Lord and the Intellectuals,” Harper’s (July 1982), cited by James A. Haught in 2,000 Years of Disbelief (1996)

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“When one guy sees an invisible man he’s a nut case. Ten people see him it’s a cult. Ten million people see him it’s a respected religion.”
— Richard Jeni, from richardjeni.com

“That’s all religion is — some principle you believe in . . . man has accomplished far more miracles than the God he invented. What a tragedy it is to invent a God and then suffer to keep him King.”
— Rod Steiger, in Playboy magazine (July interview, 1969)

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Thoughts of the Day

Do Unto Others?

‘Love thy neighbor as thyself?’
Hide that motto on the shelf!
Let it lie there, keep it idle
Especially if you’re suicidal.

Realist

‘For what we are about to receive,
Oh Lord, ’tis Thee we thank,’
Said the Cannibal as he cut a slice
Of the missionary’s shank.

— Yip Harburg, Rhymes for the Irreverent (1965). His two rhymebooks are available for sale from FFRF at our bookstore.

“I look forward to receiving 20 emails saying, ‘Hey, I noticed you’re not religious. Look at your fingerprint. Doesn’t that prove that there is a creator, because your fingerprint is completely unique.’ Um, no. Doesn’t.”

— “The Atheist’s Puzzle,” Oct. 19, 2010, youtube.com/alexday

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“Universalists believe in a god which I do not; but believe that their god, with all his moral attributes, (aside from nature itself,) is nothing more than a chimera of their own imagination.”

— Letter by Abner Kneeland to Universalist editor Thomas Whittemore, Dec. 20, 1833, published by Abner Kneeland in the Investigator, for which he was tried and convicted of blasphemy

“Another important doctrine of the Christian religion, is the atonement supposed to have been made by the death and sufferings of the pretended Saviour of the world; and this is grounded upon principles as regardless of justice as the doctrine of original sin. It exhibits a spectacle truly distressing to the feelings of the benevolent mind, it calls innocence and virtue into a scene of suffering, and reputed guilt, in order to destroy the injurious effects of real vice. It pretends to free the world from the fatal effects of a primary apostacy, by the sacrifice of an innocent being. Evil has already been introduced into the world, and in order to remove it, a fresh accumulation of crimes becomes necessary. In plain terms, to destroy one evil, another must be committed.”

— Elihu Palmer, Principles of Nature; or, A Development of the Moral Causes of Happiness and Misery among the Human Species, 1801

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“Every time you understand something, religion becomes less likely. Only with the discovery of the double helix and the ensuing genetic revolution have we had grounds for thinking that the powers held traditionally to be the exclusive property of the gods might one day be ours. . . .

[As a young man ] I came to the conclusion that the church was just a bunch of fascists that supported Franco. I stopped going on Sunday mornings and watched the birds with my father instead.”

— Dr. James Watson, London Telegraph, March 22, 2003

“How have so-called psychics been able to mystify representative scientists such as Sir William Crookes, Sir Oliver Lodge, William James, and the French physiologist, Charles Richet — men of supposedly straight-thinking, analytical minds? To say nothing of such eminent writers as the sincere, though deluded, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, creator of Sherlock Holmes.

“I believe the kernel of the matter is that scientists, philosophers, and psychologists live in circles where honesty is taken for granted. It is inconceivable to them that such gross deception could be practiced. They fail to realize that they’re working hand in glove with members of one of the most unclean professions in the world.”

— Harry Houdini, “Tricks of Fake Mediums,” Liberty magazine, April 25, 1925

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“I’d been on patrol, and I went to church that evening. It was an Anglican church, quite high church (I always liked the ceremony) and I was standing up, reciting the Apostles’ Creed (which to this day I could recite word for word) and suddenly I realized I didn’t believe a word of it, and probably never had. And I never went back to church after that, except for the occasional funeral.”

— Arthur Hailey, in Walden Book Report, July 1998

“Seeing there are no signs nor fruit of religion but in man only, there is no cause to doubt but that the seed of religion is also only in man. . .”

“Fear of power invisible, feigned by the mind or imagined from tales publicly allowed, RELIGION; not allowed, SUPERSTITION.”

“They that approve a private opinion, call it opinion; but they that mislike it, heresy; and yet heresy signifies no more than private opinion.”

— Sir Thomas Hobbes, Leviathan, 1651

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