I put these up a few days ago, but didn’t get around to doing an entry here: Aurora & Reggie and the new color of our bedroom.
I’ve been keeping busy, work is good for that. I’ve been doing good on trying to keep my mind of Aurora not doing too good.
I did have a break down tonight. She made an uncontrollabe mess and Harold was cleaning her up when I got home. We didn’t want to, cuz of her weakened condition but we had to bath her bottom half. What really got me, was that she wasn’t trying to put up a fight. So afterwards I held her into a towel and lost it. She pretty much let me.
The only things that give me some sort of hope is that she licks chez, ate a little chicken last night, drinks a little tuna and is still drinking water………but it is so, so little on the amounts. She is still “bitchy” when comes to demanding attention, especially from Harold. That just helps to keep things “normal” feeling.
Alright, I don’t feel like loosing it again. So I’m going to all it a night.