I keep thinking that I hear Sukura out there…..I know that is wishful thinking..but there is so much noise from the traffic that I’m not sure. And she is so quiet other then her collar.
It is late, but I just did a walk around the neighborhood, just hoping.
There are too many neighborhood cats….everytime I think I see her it is isn’t.
The what if’s and hoping to see her keep running through my head. She has never been outside.
I totally frakked up on handling her getting out. =( I was trying to get Harold at the same time of keeping her in sight….I keep replaying over in my head what I should’ve done differently.
I totally stressed & freaked out by this.
And with her getting out…I totally hurt my husband. She is his baby, they have that special connection…..and the fact that she isn’t here for him, hurts me more then anything.
I just want to wake up and find that this was a bad dream.