I’ve been having issues the last few months on lack of motivation, energy, coping, trying to stay out getting into funks…slides into depression.
Things that were never a struggle, now I have to force my through it. I just don’t seem to have the energy, not even to do the most basic things, I need more sleep. I just want to shut down and hide from the world.
I’m not interacting on FB like I use to. I’m missing it, but at the same time, just don’t feel like getting involved anymore.
Oh, I post articles I’ve read, but I’m not “following” my family and friends like I use to.
I’m going to try and cut down on the articles….try to stick to posting more personal stuff….because if I’m not interacting, who wants all those articles.
I’m just trying not to slide into a funk. =(
This feels like it has come on so suddenly….I wasn’t feeling this way, this time last year.
There has to be a reason….so I’ve been trying to figure out what the hell has changed.
Well, the only thing I can think is that I’m going through the “change” or menopause. I haven’t had a cycle since June of last year.
I use to be very, very regular and a few years ago, that changed and when I got my hormones tested, they keep telling me that I was normal for a woman my age. But NO one would tell what the hell that means!
Seriously, doctors don’t tell a woman that….tell her what the fuck that means!
I’m so f’king annoyed by that….took me a bit to realize that if it was “normal” for a woman my age…that it means it probably has changed…eye roll.
I started researching it….because no one was telling me what it meant.
Some of the crap I’m going through that comes with it:
- Fatigue
- Night sweats & Hot Flashes (Had those a lot last summer/fall)
- Mood swings and irritability.
- Difficulty sleeping.
- Cognitive changes (difficulty remembering names, directions, losing focus/train of thought)
- Weight gain and slowed metabolism
I’m so over this….I just want my energy and thinking back.
So sorry everyone on not being around as much as I use to, even if was just to like your post. I loved to keep up on everyone, even if I didn’t comment. But I seriously just want to hide from the world at this point and anything I do, I have to make myself do.
I think I got this from mom….lol