I’m really hating 2020 right now…..besides the obvious reasons, now not only does Sakura have stage 4 kidney disease, Drew has lymphoma…..he now has a big lump on the side of his throat.
Looking online, treating it can go from $1,000 to $10,000s. 
He was diagnosed with leukemia a few months ago, we almost lost him then….I syringe feed him so much that weekend, that he got enough strength to get an appetite that he started eating on his own.
Thought we got through it and now this…..
ToRn has taken over syringe feeding Sakura. She eats on her own, but won’t eat what she is suppose to help her kidneys. That is what he has to syringe feed her. He does it quicker and probably less stressful on her then I do.
That helped my stress level some, but the vet results from Drew is confirming my worst fears…..all I want to do it break down and lose it….
I see that lump on him and I just feel so bad.I’m just going to take my cat and head to bed.