Monthly Archives: April 2009

Pauline’s Daily Happenings

  • I’m up, starving and chilled. Suppose to warm up to the 70s and sunny….so looking forward to it. #
  • We have been busy, hubby attacked the garage & I attacked our storage closet. Getting ready to run somethings to the Sal. Army #
  • Just got back from a 2mi round trip walk to the animal shelter to drop of some donations. Trying to determine what I want to do next. #
  • I love this & the fact that Purdue got the largest & all the colleges are headed by women : http://tinyurl.com/d2gpe7 #
  • Our kitty Sakura got out, can’t find her. Its all my fault don’t know how I’m going to live with myself I want her home so bad 🙁 #

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Hearing & Seeing Things

I keep thinking that I hear Sukura out there…..I know that is wishful thinking..but there is so much noise from the traffic that I’m not sure. And she is so quiet other then her collar.

It is late, but I just did a walk around the neighborhood, just hoping.

There are too many neighborhood cats….everytime I think I see her it is isn’t.

The what if’s and hoping to see her keep running through my head.  She has never been outside.

I totally frakked up on handling her getting out.  =(  I was trying to get Harold at the same time of keeping her in sight….I keep replaying over in my head what I should’ve done differently.

I totally stressed & freaked out by this.

And with her getting out…I totally hurt my husband.  She is his baby, they have that special connection…..and the fact that she isn’t here for him, hurts me more then anything.

I just want to wake up and find that this was a bad dream.

My heart is broken…

Sakura

Sakura got out and bolted and we can’t find her. We have been looking for 3+ hours and now its dark so we wait.

We have reward posters and pics posted all over the area and I reported it to the shelter. She has a tag and a microchip so if she’s picked up we will find her, but all I can think of is “what if” which is fucking killing me.

She has not been outside since she was a kitten, we never let them out of the house with out a leash, and she bolts? There are a million places she could within 100′ of the house be and we would never see her and she hardly meows at all and when she does she’s so quite your not sure even sure you heard her.

I can’t ever recall a time I was this heart broken and this livid all at once…

Pauline’s Daily Happenings

  • Our fav burger joint near Purdue is in it : http://tinyurl.com/dzqb4d #
  • Busy day, got my rose bush & a few other flowers, feel much better & then had to do some reorganizing of books…a bunch to be given away. #

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Pauline’s Daily Happenings

  • Just got back from the gym, the sun is out , feels great out & it makes me restless. =) #
  • Got my nails done…they were LONG over due & my toe nails were cutting hubby in the middle of the night. It has been a stunning day out =) #
  • Just chilling out with a class of wine and watching the Daily Show. #
  • This article was interesting on Israel’s culture, seems argumentive : http://tinyurl.com/cy8jod #

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