I’m here eating ice cream that I shouldn’t be eating at this time of night……..but I just can’t resist….watching INXS videos from the 80s/90s…..damn, I miss that era of music……cool, No Rain by Blind Melon……..Take On Me by A-Ha…..Hungry Like A Wolf by Duran Duran……..major flash backs.
I had a busy day at work. Rode my bike in. I had rode home yesterday and it felt good, so it sounded like riding in was a good idea. It helped me sleep last night and helps with the stress.
When my laptop battery died last night, I took the time to get somethings cleaned around my desk……..thank god. I swear having it disorganized is what stresses me out to the max. It makes me feel overwhelmed…..I hate it when crap just gets piled up on it, I just want to lose it when it happens.
Today I came home, slowly unpacked my back pack in an organized fashion then I was able to sit down at my desk and work on few things with out wanting to scream. When I think about it, that is how I’m at work………..when things are organized, it feels like I have everything in control and can take whatever comes my way, but when things are all over, no sense of order or game plan………..gggrrrrr……I so want to hurt whoever gets in my way of getting back on track.
So I was able to get a few things taken care of and get some of thoughts together for game planning. I love to plan and organize……it makes me feel as if I can handle everything.
Well, it is another early night…..in fact I should’ve been in bed by now, 5am comes quick.
