Monthly Archives: February 2007

My Head is Spinning

Wow, I need more time for everything.  I had so many windows open on my pc, I was so lost……

I did get one set of spreadsheets done.  I still feel like I’m missing something with it……can’t wait for them to have it set up to track as it happens.  I’m just afraid I’m going to miss something.  I know once I get the hang of it and everything set up, I will have it mastered in……….I’m anal that way.  Once I learn something, my brain just goes.  This is just the hard part…..learning it.  I don’t like feeling incompetent………just too impatient.

There is so much potential for what I’m working with that I can’t wait for it take off.  Then it’ll keep me so busy that I won’t need to work outside of the house.  I just wish I had the time now to really focus on it.  Right now I just have a few days off, here and there and that is the frustrating part.  Because I want to be able to pull my weight and be more of help then a hindrance.

Right now, my head is hurting, my hand isn’t hurting as much…..so there is hope.

I’m trying to get myself motivate to work on our receipts…..icks….

Ferris Wheel

Busy, Busy

Alright where to begin………..how about I need more hours in the day.

I had a long day at work yesterday. Didn’t help that I was irritable….it didn’t help that towards the end my shift I ended up with banging the top of my right hand near the thumb against a metal corner. HOLY SHIT!!! My whole arm went numb, I couldn’t feel my fingers….especially my middle one and pinky.

My hand is still swollen. I’ve been putting ice on it and putting into my carpal tunnel brace to protect it. I’m giving it another day or so, if it is not much better I’ll see a doctor on workman’s comp…..I hope it doesn’t come to it. I’ve only done 1 claim in my 18yrs of employment and I’ll like to keep it that way.

I ended up staying up later then I planned on because I was hurting last night. So I sleep in longer then I had planned, but still had gotten a lot done.

Ferris Wheel

You have no idea what relief is…

Until you cut off some of the way too fucking tight bandages that they put on your foot that was forcing your small toe into the toe next to it… man I almost cried the second I made the cut it felt that good to get the pressure off it since that is where I was actually hurting and not at the 4-5” gash on the inside of my foot.

Crazy doctors, I bet it was that prick anesthesiologist who wrapped my foot…

How Do I Feel?: pleased pleased

Long Time, No Entry

I had been trying to do about an entry a day and I was doing pretty good, until the last few days. I had so much to do around work that I just couldn’t keep up. Then I just didn’t want to do some lame drive by post.

Today we started really early with getting Harold to the hospital for his foot surgery. He was knocked out by 7:30 and awake by 9 and home by 10:30ish….so it wasn’t too bad. He has to keep his foot elevated and on ice, gets his stitches out next Wednesday. Of course, I’m a worry wart on him staying off of it and the fact that I’m not home tomorrow to make his meals doesn’t please me too well. At least I’m off this weekend, so I hope that helps.

I was surprise that he didn’t sleep more today. He didn’t sleep worth a damn last night, up long before he normally gets up, being knocked out for the surgery……we both laid down this afternoon, but didn’t sleep, just rested. =( It still helped some.

There is so much that I need to get done online work wise, that I need to see about planning on using a few vacation days here and there so I can get it done……….since we are moving to Portland this fall, I might as well use them productively.
I did get some things done around the house, such as trash, litters, half-way cleaned the office, dishes, and of course, this entry…….soon as I post this, I’m going to clean out our bath tube, since Harold can’t take showers and get his foot wet.

Damn, I’m exhausted………

Horse Ride

never fails…

I’m sitting at home, can’t go anywhere but the bathroom, I can’t do anything but sit on my ass, so what happens?

We lose our ISP for 2 + hours….How Do I Feel?: blah